Friday, July 16, 2010
Yesterday, The Chocolate Won!!!!!!!
Well, Yesterday... The Chocolate won! Maybe my TOM is coming, maybe I'm more stressed than usual, Maybe it's because I was at the Gyno while he stuffed me full of anything he could find like I was Mary Poppins bag... Whatever it was, The Chocolate Won Which hopefully makes me a loser. I was eating the random chocolate... Yes, Random, This wasn't Godiva, Dove, Ghiradelli, or my favorite...until I got to the Reeses' Cups. I love Reese's cups, I love peanut butter and chocolate together, actually. As I think over the day, I think of some of e the ideas in Geneen Roth's book I'm reading about Depriving yourself. If I had had my favorite, maybe I could have had just one... but I don't keep chocolate around for obvious reasons so I was stuck with hubby's favorites. Each one I checked in my myfitnesspal so I was aware of the empty calories. I knew to stay away from the reeses so I had a funsize twix. Which should have been enough but I was unsatisfied still so I had some reese's pieces which were yummy but not enough. I stay under the full serving size because some how if the itea ends up under 100 calories It's not that bad... I had some goobers and I still had to get to the actual reese's cups and there's were a 1/2 serving wasn't enough... I ended up at like 500 extra empty calories, so like 1500 calories for the day. If I had started with the one I lusted after instead of messing around settling... I could have only had 200 extra empty calories, which would have kept me on track. And Reese's cups at least have 5 grams of protein, see I'm still trying to justify it...I am not going to beat myself up over this... I have a new day in my chocolate-stained hands and I'm going to make it work for me. We all have days when the Chocolate wins, right?