Friday, July 9, 2010
BYOC and Getting my Glee On!
Well, I was thinking of letting you in on a little secret before my BYOC... I have weight loss goals like everyone on here... It's still difficult to even speak them out loud but... My doctor wants me to be 185 but I would be content at 220... but I secretly would love to weigh less than my George. I was not always this fat since meeting him 19 years ago but I always weighed more than him. It's funny that I don't remember what I weighed when we met but I know it was more than he weighed. When we met he weighed 175(pretty skinny) but now he weighs 195. It could happen, seriously right, In my wildest dreams, but it is possible! I still think about him and how comfy he is in his own skin. He walks around naked all the time, I know it's just me that sees but he enjoys being naked, dancing around and making me laugh, etc. I dream of the day when I will be that comfy in my own skin and with my new lower level of fat. That day is not here... by any means, but I feel like it's on it's way. That being said... I have another crazy thought, I break into song quite often, I really like to sing and I love music. So, My inner Gleek would love to break into a tune and whoever's around immediately dance and sing back up. Does that sound like I've lost it? It would be so incredible... One day, When I started singing a couple of girls that I scrapbook with at Piktails (my scrapbook store) just starting singing with me and it was so much fun... Why doesn't that happen more often? The world would be such an awesome place to live if more people just broke into song whenever they felt so compelled. Anyway, enough daydreamer stuff... on to the BYOC.... 1)Love or Money, High-salary or job satisfaction.... I would like all of the above but If I had to choose... I wouldn't trade my Love for anything so... Love wins on that one. As for the other... I like not working at all but If I had to work, I would go for High-Salary unless I was expected to be immoral or cruel to people or animals. I could get the satisfaction by doing charity work in my own time or travelling with all that money from the high-salary. 2)What is you favorite time of day? I really like after midnight, it's so quiet, I can read before bed, watch TV/DVR, and cuddle with my hubby. It is a wonderful time every day, so that would be my answer, although I love twilight not just for Edward Cullen, It's a beautiful time of day. 3)Draz's inlaws just had their wills done which made her wonder this...Do you have a will? Did you tell anyone your wishes to be kept alive or not? I do not have a will... I will all my old clothes to the Sisterhood of the travelling Pants(LOL), besides that our stuff would go to the other one if one of us died.... but we're in trouble if we both die at the same time. I want to be cremated and have all my organs donated... and my husband and Mother both know that. 4)Repeat Question: Pick one thing ffor one day next week that you'll do for your physical or mental health... Well, I haven't gone to therapy for a while and I made an appointment for next thursday. I highly recommend Therapy for anyone... There's nothing more therapeutic than someone just letting you go on and on about yourself and your daily dramas. I never have to let her talk about herself... It's the most selfish and most wonderful relationship I have... Although I enjoy interactive bitching as well. 5)Repeat question: Whose blog or comment spoke to you this week and Why? I have to say all the wonderful comments that I got after my "Too Fat to Fit in...Here?" blog were extremely moving to me... Everyone was so supportive about my fears and the long hard road I have ahead of me... It was wonderful to feel so loved from people who have never met me but completely understand where I'm coming from, That is my biggest comfort and the best thing that has come from this blog.