What's all this about.... Anyway?

                 Welcome Back Me.... I am dedicated to doing better on this blog thing. I am still me... Maria. I am a Daughter, Sister, Aunt, Wife, Friend.... I love to laugh, and to make others laugh. As I write this, I am watching Amy, the documentary of Amy Winehouse's life. I love her voice and her incredible talent. It's a tragedy that she died so young. I am starting to babble... which is one of my annoying but loveable quirks. Back on track.....

                  I love movies... I am a movie buff, I see them to escape... sometimes to escape boredom of a life well-lived, sometimes to escape my depression and anxiety that I have dealt with for as long as I can remember... and sometimes to see the drama that my happy-go-lucky life lacks. Does it sound like I am saying I have the perfect life? Well, I don't. I do have a wonderful marriage but I deal with alot of pain, financial shortages, Clinical depression and Anxiety, and family drama. Along with a raging food addiction, mostly to sugar.... which has caused my foxy curves to get more than a little out of control.... I'm talking curves that could send a car off a cliff. Anyway, I am a work in Progress. 

                 My Husband George is my best friend and while I am typing this I can't help smiling when I think of him. I adore him, completely. He is my Happy Place. I can't believe the luck, the blessing that meeting him was... I can't think of who I would be without him, but I am glad I don't have to find out. We met 24+ years ago, and have been married for 20 years so far. He also loves movies and traveling... It was like we were literally made for each other. And he's a total hottie. Tall, dark hair, and beautiful blue eyes with a touch of green and gold. His black hair has a touch of silver now and there's less of it now... It only makes me realize that my dream of growing old together is coming true.... 

                  Well, I have babbled enough for today.... but I am back for good. So look for more real soon!