- Seriously... I am still very aware of my body just like I was with my band, but I get headaches from hunger and that is a new and annoying thing... Physical Hunger is a new and annoying thing.
- I ate a turkey burger the other day.... with the bun. Seriously?
- I ate 2 1/2 pancakes for breakfast yesterday.... I mean. Seriously?
- I just ate a whole Roll last week.... Really? With Butter... Seriously? If I keep that up and I will have more Rolls, and not the Edible kind, either.
- I have my psych appt today which is the last loop I have to jump though... to move on to the next part of my journey.
- I don't crave sweets as much... That's a Good thing! A Really Good Thing...
- I get Full now.... which sucks, since I forgot how uncomfortable that can be.... So I am trying to eat less but that leaves me hungry, I am not sure what to do but I'll figure it out.
- My regular routine doesn't work as well, as it used to.... but I will get through the next 2 months somehow.
- I have been walking alot these days.... since I am not allowed to get in the pool for a few more weeks.
- I am trying not to slip back into all the bad habits that got me in this mess, but it is a constant fight.
- I still didn't go to my PCP to speak to her about Appetite Suppressants, I hate taking drugs even if It might help me for the next couple months.
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Seriously? Bandfree but imprisoned by hunger and cravings....
Seriously? I am not sure what this part of my journey is all about.....