Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Nervous.... but Anticipating an Answer of some sort.

Well, Tomorrow is my follow up with my Surgeon... I am nervous, but glad that my Anxiety Disorder will have less fuel.... I am anxious to get some answers but scared that I won't like what I'll hear. Could all this be happening because of my food addiction? I mean it's still there under the surface, not far under the surface either... I need help, with WLS it was way more controllable, And I need more control, way more control! Please... Oh Please, Don't let him fire me. I don't want to start over... I want to get my old tired journey over, and start whatever may be my new one...

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  1. Can't wait to hear what he has to say, just read your last entry. *HUGS!* I'm so sorry you're having to go through this, hon!

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    1. Thank you so much... I am relieved that I am gonna be a Sleeve Sister.

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  2. Good Luck.. I will be thinking about you

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    1. Your thoughts helped...I am going to get the sleeve done like next month.

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